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From my childhood I have always known that I have this thirst, this need and I haven’t figured out what, it was like something missing from me all the time and nothing I did ever filled that gap. Everything seemed so boring, maybe it was because my forefathers were hunters and soldiers so I too share these wild instincts. I am Raj and actually I am a cool guy, good with people and do have a good conscious and morals like I don’t support prostitutes and I hate and simply hate rapists and incest’s.  And at time I have punched sense in some eve teasers, but nothing makes go off the edge and raise my heart beat. Back in the days I use to go hunting with my grandfather and dad. And believe me that was the only time I felt anything, the chase the stalk the thrill the waiting for the right time to strike… But soon that was taken away from me as government banned it for good. Ever since I was restless for the most of time and my…  drug was simply  taken away from me and I had absolutely nothing else to do that could relive me and over time it was getting really hard to hide from everyone I know. Until…