Little Tie-up Games – part 2

She interrupted me, “John, don’t worry about it. Things are settled now, you fufilled a fantasy of mine to have us watched and Andrew feels vindicated for a something that he’s kept to himself. Trust me, you’ll enjoy next week and things will be great. Now get outta here and let me go pick up the kids from Mom’s.”

I didn’t like it. I realized and told myself as I went home that if they tried to do something like that again, I’d safeword out and end our little games. I was a married man, and didn’t want things to progress to the point where I felt like I was cheating. To be honest, I felt like I already had. As an afterthought, I realized that what had happened was ‘sexual contact’. I went home and beat off to what had happened, blowing one of the largest loads I ever had. Then the guilt set in. I had determined that I was going to tell them I quit. This was the last time and our games were over. My marriage ment too much to me.

The next week, Amy called my cell from their house and told me I needed to come by and see them after work for a few hours. I told her that I didn’t think we needed to do this any more. I explained my feelings about the last game and how it had up’d the stakes to something I wasn’t there for. She told me that it was at least something the 3 of us should talk about in order for us to not ruin a friendship and I should come and talk. I honestly didn’t know if the friendship could survive it, but relented and agreed to come over to ‘just talk’.