The magic of my first black cock

I was cumming from him being inside me and the excitement of losing my masculinity to my black lover!
At that moment a thought rushed into my head… That I was gladly giving myself to my new Black Master and lover and letting him do WHATEVER he wished to pleasurw himself.i I needed him to feminize me into his perfect obedient and submissive sissy slut!! It just came to me that this was the right thing for me to do. Accept my role as a sissy gurl and leave my life as a male behind.. I now wanted to be a girl, Fall in love and give myself to a Big Cocked Black man who wants me as much as I want him. Maybe even the man that was burying his swollen cock inside me as I speak!I wanna be a mans fuck toy a woman in everyway I can for him!

We got together quite often after our first time together and still talk to him. I kinda hope he sees this post because Id like to let him know how I feel about him and hope he might feel strongly about me in the same way.
The one thing I know for sure is that this Sissy needs BBC to worship and love and will do whatever it takes to make it happen