My first SPH experience

She then asked me if I was serious and if this was a joke. She could not believe that my penis was that small and fully erect and proceeded to laugh hysterically at me. At this point, I could not believe what was happening and was utterly shocked. Although a small part of me was turned on. She continued to laugh and when she grabbed her composure said, “Sweety did you think you were going to fuck me with that disgusting little thing?” I asked her if she thought I was that small and she then laughed again. At this point, I knew I wasn’t getting laid and she even took pics of my dick with her phone so she could show all her friends. I felt helpless but never reacted defensively because I was so turned on at being laughed at.

This is what started my SPH fetish and from then on things were never the same. She ended up ending things and I remained a virgin. I’m now 30 and have only had sex a handful of times. I only have had 3 girlfriends since and those relationships barely lasted because they all were disappointed by my small dick. However, the fact that my dick was small and that small penis humiliation turned me on was exciting to me. While all my friends with bigger penises had a regular sex life I would pay e****ts to have sex with me. The fact that I’m only 3 inches soft normally and 5 inches max is what has kept me embarrassed and single for so long.