My first SPH experience

So when I was 20 in college, I was still a virgin. I ended up meeting this very pretty girl (Laura) who I found out had a huge crush on me! So I thought this was my chance to pop my cherry. We started hanging out over the following weeks and started to get to know each other better. Up until this point, I assumed I had an average cock and that I would be fine, little did I know that my so-called “average” cock was below average and would be my curse to this day lol. The time came for us to have sex finally, and man was I excited and nervous. I knew I was 5 inches fully hard and was uncircumcised, so I didn’t know what his reaction was gonna be like. We got home after our date and put a movie on. I knew she wanted to have sex too and was just as eager as me. We start making out and work our way into the bedroom.

As we make out she reaches for my pants and starts undressing them. She then asked for a condom which I then grabbed from my drawer. At this point, she tells me to stand up first and slowly take my underwear off sort of like I’m stripping for her. At this point I started getting very nervous, I think I was just scared of what she would think of my cock. But I was fully hard and thought to myself there is no way she will not be aroused by me. So I tell her to close her eyes and count to 10 to surprise her. As she counts, I take my cock out, and at this point, I’m about 5 inches maybe 5 1/2 fully erect. After she finishes counting, she opens her eyes and her reaction will forever be drilled in my head lol. She went quiet and was speechless at this point. Her mouth was wide open and I knew she was shocked at my penis size which I quickly realized was below average.