Mind bondage-3

The sunlight outside felt like a warm kiss on my exposed skin for the brief walk between cabin and barn. I was almost feeling that connectedness again.

Then I walked in and saw the other women finishing breakfast. I was late. They hadn’t waited for me. I grabbed an apple and walked over to the table.

“Next on the agenda is a special treat. We’ve got a real natural hot spring here at the retreat and it is time to go and relax in the soothing outdoors!” Pamela announced as she stood up. The women squealed in excitement and followed her out the door. I felt invisible as I watched them troop out the door. I put my apple carefully down on the table and followed them. It was a short hike down a clear trail to a beautiful scene of fallen rocks and trickling water. But by the time I arrived, everyone had shed their clothing, and also, apparently, their inhibitions. Wet women were kissing in the water, caressing slick breasts and tweaking hard nipples.

I didn’t even pause. I pivoted on one foot and turned back the way I had come. I heard footsteps behind me and walked faster, my arms swinging stiffly as my speed increased. I didn’t have a plan, I just couldn’t believe what I had just seen. So much for being part of the group.