I envy men with big penis

This is nothing I have not heard or seen evidence of before in observation of other women I have known. It seems some women can put up with a lot of mental and sometimes physical abuse in exchange for great sex. She was one.
I met Robert (the man in question) on a few social occasions as he was part of Amy’s general social group. They had mutual friends so they were bound to cross paths on occasion. I found him to be quite a reprehensive character. Very full of himself and an “expert” on everything. He didn’t have many male friends and no close male friend at all. However he was very charming with the ladies and never had any trouble attracting flirtacious or lustful attention from strange women. I noticed that any women who were familiar to him avoided falling into his thrall and he didn’t really have any female friends. I also gleaned that he had fucked a fair number of the women in his social strata however. Unlike Amy I suspected that they didn’t keep coming back for more once he turned the charm off. I was wrong. From what I gathered from the guys and other women in Amy’s circle almost all of his conquests fled and returned for more at least once.