Craigslist hook up
I craved cock a lot after that but never really got anything else. I cruised a local gay bar a few times and never really got picked up. One older guy was staring at me for hours and never had the sense to buy me a drink or start a conversation. I loved the trannys at the club and thought at the time that my ultimate fantasy was to get fucked by a guy that looked like a girl. That never happened but I never really got anyone interested in me enough to go have sex.
A bunch of stupid shit happened after that, suffice it to say I was locked up for a few years.
And no, I never touched a dick the entire time I was locked up, despite what everyone says goes on there, because it doesn’t pay in there to advertise that you might be up for it.
Anyway I had a few brief encounters that weren’t great. One guy I met had a horsecock but after sucking him off and making him finish himself off, for some reason I never had the courage and opportunity to call him again.
I met a crossdresser through a personals ad but he hid his clothes in his work van, and they smelled. I was excited about that at first but he also stalled about doing anything that first night so I lost his number.
Nothing ever panned out for me until years later, when I started cruising craigslist.
A few hits, misses, and foul tips later, I still hadn’t really found anything that worked. I got my dick sucked a few times but mostly nobody was able to really get me off. A lot of the time, guys would flake before the hook up so you’d drive a half hour with a hardon for nothing.