Big cock fetish

Being female I have always craved big cock . I guess it started when I saw my first porn.. I was 14 when I saw my first porn. After school some girls from school we were on the internet .We were looking at Big Cock pictures. I had never seen a picture of a cock. I went home after we spent like a half hour of looking at Big Cock pictures and I could not quit thinking about what I saw those big hard cocks . Some real long and not real fat . And then the ones that were just huge fat and long. The black ones how some were curved and some were straight. The different size heads on cocks. Well of course I went home and I mastubated. I could not get those images out of my mind. I knew from that day that I had to have a Big Cock.We would go to this girls house after school a couple times a week and look at porn . We all had this Big Cock fetish. We would look at that before anything else. And every time my pussy would get wet and I would go home and go to my room and just finger my little pussy thinking about Big Cock. .Then a year later when I was fifteen it was in the summer..I would hang out that summer at the playground . It was at the park that was just down the road not far from where I lived at. My parents worked I had a b*****r and he and his friends they hung out there and us girls we did also. There was a pool there also . So everyone was usually in swim suits. Us young girls trying to show off our young growing bodys. At this park the bathrooms they were one building girls on one side boys on the other. I was in there and I heard the boys talking on the other side. They were joking around it sounded like . Then one of them said did you see Scott Lasko in the locker room the other day . Then one of them said yea I saw him He has a horse cock. I said to myself Scott Lasko huh well . I started plotting in my mind right then how I was going to get Scott Lasko how he was going to be the first cock in my pussy .I didnt tell any of my girlfiends . Scott Lasko wow he is this boy that you would never think he had a Big Cock. He was not popular he was a geek a nerd . He was the one that they sort of made fun of . He had no athletic ability at all he was actually a little gay to me . But he had a Big Cock. He was not one of us that hung out at the park I had no idea where he even lived. When I was home alone , b*****r he was still running around the neighborhood. I could not get Scott Lasko out of my mind. I was thinking about what his Big Cock would look like . I was looking in the fridge for something to eat. And in the crisper is three cucumbers and Scott Lasko comes to mind. I get the biggest one. I have it in my hand and I hold it and I think about the Big Cock pics and the cucumber well it is big but not as big as some of the Big Cocks I saw .I went up to my room . I got naked and I rubbed that cucumber all along my slit. I ran the length of it along my slit over and over . As I did this I took my other and and I rubbed my clit ohhh it felt sooo good . I was cumming I took the cucumber and shoved it in side my wanting pussy. When it hurt and I thought my pussy couldnt take anymore I pulled it all the way out and felt my wet pussy . I then shoved it back in and raised my legs up and placed them behind my head. Then I went to town on my pussy . I was thinking of Scott Lasko and his Big Cock and him fucking me. Both hands now ramming my pussy with this cucumber and my pussy was getting real wet . I felt my pussy grip that cucumber . It had me so hot . The cucumber made my eyes roll back in there sockets from the pleasure it was giving me . I was thinking of sitting on it like it was Scott Lasko. I shoved it as far in my cunt as i could and it hurt but I kept trying to get more in me. I got off so good that my bed was all wet and. I ended up washing them afer that ..