Because of my first true love

I was young, with my best friend and her boyfriend. He was just a little older but not old enough to buy liquor so he stole a bottle of really awful whiskey from his parents and a couple of beers to chase down the taste of the whiskey. Getting drunk lead to the heated end of her parents pool which lead to a game of very few truths and a whole lotta dares. My best friend was my first true love and a little while after we graduated from HS she was my first real girl friend and guys never meant that much to her so things were going a lot further than I had ever been before and they stopped playing and she just started sucking him in front of me.

He kept trying to get me to kiss him which I tried not to do. Then tried getting me to play with her which I did but felt awkward about as he watched. She knew I felt weird so she grabbed me and shoved her tongue down my throat while pulling me down to him. She just kept giggling and then back to sucking. She told me to watch her and join in so I watched the way it moved in an out of her mouth and disappeared past her lips. She grabbed my hand and put in on her breasts trying to get me to loosen up but I just kept feeling like an idiot and afraid. Then she grabbed me by the back of my hair and just pushed me down. It was really nice once I got used to the feeling of it. I liked mostly how she kissed me with her tongue or how her lips would meet mine around his shaft and head. Next thing I knew she was no longer kissing me but his balls, and then moving around the rest of him until ditching me to sit on his face on the concrete patio around the pool. He wanted me to climb on him but there was no way. I was a virgin and I wasn’t ready to lose it to this guy and I didn’t imagine a drunken 3 way in her backyard being the place either so she shut him up by riding his mouth while I continued sucking.