A man comes to grips with his girlfriends feelings for her ex

March 15th

Well we just had sex again. It seems like every time she talks to or about her ex we have great sex right after. She spent over an hour on the phone with him yesterday and then nearly 3 hours on the phone with him today. And they still text too. Right after she finished talking to him she came in the room and thanked me for being so understanding and told me she loved me. Then she fucked my brains out. I have never cum so hard.

March 20th
Not much has changed. Mia is still talking to Blake (her ex). They have talked every day this week. I can’t help but wonder what they talk about. I could ask her , Im sure she would tell me but im nervous to find out. I imagine they talk about old times, old friends, and stuff like that. But whenever I hear her talking about him my mind always goes to sex. I wonder if they ever talk about anything like that. Then I start thinking about the two of them having sex. It drives me insane with jealousy. I mean, they dated for a long time and I know they had sex and it shouldn’t bother me but it does. I keep thinking about her riding him like she does me every night after they get off the phone. I can picture her on top of him, his cock deep inside of her, her breasts bouncing in his face, his hands on her ass. I can see his cum dripping out of her pussy. The jealousy is killing me, but picturing her like that also turns me on. I masturbate while I listen to her laughing in the next room. Once i’m finished I’m disgusted with myself. I cant believe I get off on this.